The story of He and I on the virtual World (Part 2)

At the next chat, I reminded him that he had said those ‘sweet words’ to me. He remembered but he didn’t bad because he just said, didn’t do it. I suggested him to don’t say it next time if he thinks he can’t do it. Then, I said goodbye to him. I think, he was mad at me, cause he just replied me, ‘bye’. Not more, without ‘sister’. That’s the end of this story in this virtual world. It just continued with small part. One day, he was online not more than a minute. I only can ‘said hi’ to him. And he replied me, but then… he was off. And on another day, I add him with my yahoo account cause I worried about him. I thought he was known by his parents that he is Muslim so he isn’t allowed to chat. Then, he added me back. I was glad. But only for few second, after I said that it was me who had added him with my yahoo… he was off. I was sure he blocked me. If he’s off because there’s an error with the connection, he would be back again.So, the story really-really ends now, though He sent me an e-mail. It contains when is his birthday. I don’t know it’s true or not. You know, in this virtual world people can lie. But I said ‘Happy Birthday’ to him. No wonder… he didn’t replied me..

So…no continuation with this story. Except, if I continue this story myself. Though it’s ending and over, this story will continue in my mind as long as remember him. It’s doesn’t matter if it continues only in my imagination. Till now, I remember him… I hold his saying:”all muslims are brothers and sisters. I’m your brother and you are my sister” I still expect him to contact each other.

Though I expect him, it doesn’t mean I just wanna being alone in this virtual world except being with him. French guy is not just him… I keep trying to find another French guy who’s fun to chat with. Or just contact with. And finally, I get some! They are fun… though there’s not much time to chat with him. But it’s ok… we can still e-mailing.

One day… I have a dream about him. It’s unbelievable!!! He wants to chat with me again…

I'm graduated !

I'm glad now cause I'm graduated from my junior high school. My mark is good enough. But good for me, cause many other students get more than me. So, this is going to be a competition to get a school. I hope, I can get a good school for me and my future.
No school activity now.Lots of spare time that I have. But I'm still busy of my self. I often sit in front of my lap-top and go to the virtual world. It's for fun. I also have some course: English course and Music course. So so difficult with the music course... I must improve a song ! Don't think it's easy, it's hard you know ! If you do this at the first time. I should be creative, relax, and free while improving a song. The teacher says, 'play any note that you want to play'. But I have no idea, especially when I sit next to my teacher. My ideas can come out a little when I'm at home. But no matter... the English course is not so hard, just often study and I can get it.
But my leisure is just temporal, on 4th July I'll start to find a senior highs school for me. I chose the online way... well, as one of my hobbies, sit in front of my computer or lap-top. But, it's for enlisting a school, not for fun.
For now, just enjoy my spare time...

Virtual Friends and I

Having many friends is fun, especially virtual friends though we only contact by e-mailing or chatting. I consider my relation with my virtual friends is serious (just in this virtual world). So, I don't care if they tell lies to me. Beside, we don't meet each other in this real world. The important thing is having fun with them. We can discuss something, exchange our experience, tell about ourselves, and anything else. Even junk things that we chat about. But now, I intend to make it less. It means, I wanna have virtual friends not just for chatting and having fun. I can get more knowledge and experience from them, like I've been succeed from teaching someone an English grammar with English. That's hard for people in my age around me, cause I am Indonesian... my native language is Indonesian. But I can do it, that's a great experience for me. And also knowledge... I have many French virtual friends I can learn French from them. But actually, we usually chat about ourselves, not discuss about our language. But it's OK, I can have a good relation with French... who knows,,, I can have a real French friend, not just virtual. That's another experience for me. I can know them generally.

But sometimes, it makes a problem for me. In another side, I take my virtual world to my real world. I have an experience with on of my French virtual friend. I often think about him cause while we chat, I can have fun with him. He is kind to me. But not until I love him, just like without special feelings. Till now, I still remember him. But I don't trust him fully. You know why? It's because in this virtual world, everyone can tell lies. People don't know exactly the truth of their virtual friend. Though almost people often tell lies, I don't wanna tell lies to anyone in this virtual world. That's my principal. And I hope, everyone doesn't tell lies anymore while networking.

So, now I should change my habituals from just having fun to find some useful experience. Now, I start to join an language exchange community. There,I can teach an Indonesian or English for those who needs me and improve my foreign language like English and French by chatting and e-mailing.

So, to my virtual friends... sorry if I often busy while I sign-in on msn till I don't have enough time to chat with you.

The story of He and I on the virtual World (Part 1)

This story starts when I chat with him at the first time at a site for exchanging language. In this blog , I won’t tell you his original name. I name ‘AJ’ here (Though I don’t know his original name that’s told to me is really his name, because this is virtual world… everyone can lie, act like we want, hide our real identity). I saw his name, ‘AJ’ 17 years old from France , he learnt English and Arabic. Wow, that’s interesting for me. He could be a French teacher for me and he is not too old, so maybe he we could have fun. Cause I really wanted to have a friend French guy who’s fun and loyal (don’t leave me easily). I have them but some of them leave me, some are not fun, some don’t have enough time to chat with me. So, I chat with AJ with English then.

We talk each other, and knew our virtual side on there. I asked him about learning Arabic. It’s hard for me, but not really for him. And I told him that someone suggested me to learn Arabic. He asked me back,” why did someone suggest you to do it? Are you Muslim?” Oh my God… He could guess that I’m ‘Musulmain’. So, I said “Yes. And you?” And He answered the same ! He has converted to Islam since the last Ramadan. Wow, wow, wow, it was so cool. He is a French guy but he is Muslim. Then I asked again,”How about your parents” He said,” They are not. And they will be angry if they know that I’m Muslim” So, I can conclude, that he has become Muslim without his parents. I started to be interested of him, more interested than before. So, I asked him to chat on msn, and finally He wanted to! I was so happy.

We continued to chat. We chatted about us especially Muslim. I don’t remember all what we were chatting about. I just remember he said that all Muslims are brother and sister, he is my brother and I am his sister. Wow, that’s amazing. He does what Muslims should do. He learns Muslim with his religion brother. I thought He has a Muslim brother who teaches him Islam. But after he said that about brother-sister… I knew that it’s his friend. Good, I don’t have an elder brother in my family. I have 3 younger brothers, no sister. I was disappointed cause he didn’t have much time to chat cause he got to go. Actually, he said he would be back for a few minutes, but in fact, He was back to be online after more than 30 minutes (He admitted it). And, not more than a minute, he was off again.

It was fun to chat with him. I was interested of him, I wanted to know him furthermore. But in an other side, I don’t trust him fully. He is Muslim or not. He could lie, but how come?? He knew Islam a lot. He proved it. While I told him about praying, the prohibition for those who can’t pray. And he knew it also… Well, but I knew someone from other site who knows Islam but he isn’t Muslim. So, it’s complicated… I debated with myself, with my other side. But I couldn’t just consider him as a liar, I shouldn’t have a negative thinking of anyone else,, it’s not good. So, I just thought he told the truth, didn’t lie to me. And I intended to call him ‘bro’

At the next opportunity, we chatted again. It’s great, I called me sister cause I call him bro. We chat and know eachother furthermore. Chatting, and chatting… And after all, he said a hyperbolic sweet words. Those made me ‘fly to a sweet dream’. When He’ll be off, he said that he got to go. I asked him to come back soon. He said, ”I won’t leave you in this horrible world.” I waited and waited… He didn’t come soon till I left him. SO FAKE!!! Then, I feel like I was thrown out from the sweet dream, because he told lie. It’s ok, he said those sweet words if he could do it, got online soon. But in fact, he didn’t do it. Though, I feel disappointed, I still wanted to chat with him. Maybe he lost the connection or something else must he did. So, I was so sleepy then I left him before he was online. :(

should be a fun holiday nowadays

- I've found a really nice chat room. So it contains nice people and clean chat in that chat room. So, I have more friends to chat with even from other countries... that's cool. But not all of them are nice and not always being loyal virtual friend. I just be careful of them though I like them and enjoy the chat.

- I should be free of school duties !!! Cause we don't have a school anymore. I just wanna do my activities in home such as chatting, networking, writing, etc. After We plan for a recreation to other city only for our classes, I fell excited with that plan and I wanna join the others to do our plan. I hope everyone in our class can follow this recreation.

This is the first time I write here

Salut pour moi. mdr/lol..... I hope I can often write a blog here, Cause I like to write my diary though not everyday. If I'm not lazy, I can write one ful page, if yes, perhaps I can write just one sentence or even one word. I think, that's enough for me, myself, or for those who read this.

Regards,

Rizka