I Should be Careful

Now, I can ride a motorbike alone ! But I'm still novice to do it. So, no wonder I had a little accident because of my carelessness. This is how I became like that...

I took my friend with my motorbike from my home. My destination was to the swimming pool. I wanted to drop Cici in front of the bureau of my village. She would go home by a bus then. I intent to turn around and go to the opponent way. I was careless, I didn't look carefully at the back. Is there any vehicle past through the road or not. I just saw the road behind me for a moment. I saw some vehicle would past the road. But the stupid thing, I just turned around and past the road. I didn't that there was another motorbike past. So, we had a little crashed.
Thank God, the girl who rode that motorbike broke it, so it got slower and slower. Though my right leg was stuck for a moment, that accident didn't make any scar in my leg. I immediately said sorry to her and went away.
That accident made me nervous. I also felt stupid. So, I should be careful next time when I road a motorbike.

Subhanallah,,, a first great meeting !

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Anyway, that's my new blog. My teacher told me to make it. So, no wonder if my grammar is right there. Not like in this blog. So, give comment please...

Ohh, what a hard thing it is !

Now, I am in the 11th grade ! Me and my class are in the natural science. So, we study math, physic, chemistry, and biology. Those are the main subject. But we also study language and religions too.
When I was in the 10th class, I found that to study natural science was not too hard. Compare with now ! We get the different teachers. We think, some teachers are not comfortable to teach. Well, I think... that's true. What's the prove ? Now, we've already gotten some homeworks and last time We got chemistry and physic subjects... I didn't understand fully. Masya Allah,,, I couldn't concentrate well. So, I must asked my friend who sat near me. Then, I understood. I don't know why my condition was bad at that time.
Ohh, I hope, I can be better this year. And so as my friends :) Bravo !

I'm waiting for these things

Read these web site : http://infobeasiswa.org/category/beasiswa_luar_negeri
and http://kompas.co.id/read/xml/2008/07/19/16572157/10.hal.gratis.di.paris

Yeaa, I really want them. What do u think about it ? am I proper to get it ? Can I get it ?

NTU ?

www.ntu.edu.sg

What do u think about that university ? Great ? Cool ? Yeah,, I confess that NTU is a very very great university. From the facilities, and qualities. For the engineering, business, and some of science. They are rock ! yeaaa, almost are qualified.
Who likes those major, they probably excited to go there. But for me... it seems, I'm not interested to go there. I like linguistic and social. I know that there are those major in NTU. But I don't think they are qualified. I've been placed in an non-qualified school. On junior high school and now, in senior high school. the junior one is new, in fact i'm the 1st generation. And now, my class is the 2nd generation. And in the university,,, I don't this will be happened. I want get something qualified, the best in quality, so I can get the best ! it's for my future...

yeah, nice trip :)

Me and my family, we had a great vacation on 9-12 July. Many things that I got so I wasn't bored during this holiday. Before, I often stayed at home and didn't do many things.

So, let's start on 9th july. We left for Tambi, Wonosobo at afternoon. We planned to leave at half past 1. But, till 2 pm, my father hadn't come yet. We waited for a long time. I fact, we were ready for our trip. We had have a lunch and had dhuhur pray. And finally, my father came. He did the same things as a preparation. Then, we could say, "Tambi, we are coming !" lol.
My father drove. My brother sat beside him. Me, my mom, my 2nd brother sat in the middle row. And my It took about 3 or 4 hours for our trip. There were some road that direct down enough. Yeaa, I like that, especially when my father drove fast. We also past the bend roads in the mountain area. That's usual for me, because we like traveling, so to the mountain.
So, we arrived at Tambi. We stayed in a cottage. Huh, it's cold there. But not as cold as when we went there before. It was at the maghrib time ! We prayed, had a dinner there, then took a rest.

10th July... we walked around in the tea garden after we ate snack together. there were the other group who came from other region and a guide. We've ever been there too. So, we still remember the steps to make tea. But I got new knowledge about the process. then, we had a breakfast and prepare for the next trip.
The next trip is went to Dieng ! I like that place. We went to some places. Like craters and lakes. I saw Caucasians boy :D But somethings that I don't like are, some places aren't clean. That's enough for me. We had fun there.

11 july, it's my 3rd brother's birthday ! he is 3 years old now :) happy birthday Izna...
At the morning, we walked around Tambi. It didn't took a long time. Then, we have a breakfast, and prepared to go to Owabong !
Our trip to Owabong was not as long as Jogja-Tambi. Owabong is in Purbalingga. it's a place for recreation. We stayed there just for a night. When we arrived there, I was glad because i could see a swimming pool ! but it was crowded so I couldn't swim at that time. "The swimming pool is opened at 5, but started to be crowded at 6", said the woman who stands by in the front office. Oh my god ! I should go to the swimming pool after the subuh. But it's ok. I would do it because it's been a long time I haven't swim. So, we take a rest then for tomorrow.

!2 July,, I had a bad day. I woke up to had the subuh pray. Well, I was a little surprised because I got my cycle. It made me couldn't swim. Ohh, I think, I had a boring day. I just watched TV and walked out for a while. In fact, the other went to the swimming pool. Not to swim, but just 'play water'. May be it's fun for them because the swimming pool is so wide !
After all of our activities, we go home ! though my brothers weren't satisfied. I was satisfied though I didn't do much things there. We had a long trip. Fun too, because when the road goes down and my father drove fast... I was excited. I like it.
So, Jogja,,, we were back !

Good Bye Jogja (soon)

Tomorrow, on 9th of July, me and my family will stay for few days in mountains ! We will go to Tambi, it's a village in Wonosobo region. I've ever been there. It' so cold ! There's a wide tea field and the tea factory. Then, we'll stay in Owabong. I haven't been there. But my family, they have. Yeaa, at least,,, I won't be bored because just stay in Jogja during the holiday ! So, don't looking for me. lol.

Une soeur qui port l'hijab étudie en France ! Ohh, c'est super !!

May be, u don't understand with the tittle. A few days ago, I opened my account on myspace.com. haha... I've never opened it for a long time. I have a friend whose name is Farah. I saw her profile. She is18 years old Muslim who lives in France! We don't know each other actually but I became interested to her.
So, I sent a private message to her. I introduced myself and asked her,"Where do u come from" in french. Yeaa... She replied my message ! She is Malaysian and she studies there. Ohh cool ! elle est une soeur qui port l'hijab étudie en France ! She is a sister who wears hijab studies in France. But I just wonder, how she can study with hijab ! in fact, the hijab banning still exists ! I replied her message to ask it. But she hasn't replied my message yet. I still wait for it.

Bad Mood

What do u think about bad mood ? What are the causes ? How can u cure it ?

Me, I don't know why I can have bad mood nowadays. I can't say I don't have anything to do. Actually, I have jobs for myself. But I am sometimes lazy to do it. If i have bad mood, I just want to sleep ! If i can't sleep, may be I just imagine anything that already happened to me. That's not good for me if I think too much.

Like when my mother asked me to do something, it seems, I didn't want to do her command. Once again, I was lazy if I had bad mood. Usually, I'm like this. I would do my parents command with pleasure. And also, I can get mad easily when I'm not in my mood. Especially when I face my brothers ! Anyone must be patient to face them.

I hate this situation. I became lazy to do anything (like studying too !) and get angry easily, like I have less patience !

o ow, My little brother likes money so much !

My aunt and uncle came to my home yesterday. They are from Sumatra and my uncle is my mom's brother. So, it was a time for 'silahturahmi'. We talked a little, and had a lunch together. Before they went away, my aunt gave us money ! I think, it have been a tradition in my family (from my mother). It was much, we were given 100 thousand rupiahs for each children, for 4 childrren. Me, and my 3 younger brothers.
My 2nd brother, he likes money very much. But what he did yesterday made me and my 1st brother surprised. He was so excited till he ran and jumped across our living room. He also kissed that 100 thousand rupiahs. Me and my 1st brother, just laughed and astonished a lot though we know that he likes money. I said to him, "What a money-maniac u are!". My parents knew it also, they didn't give a comment to him. May be they just think that he is still a kid.
Oh my god ! if I were him, I'll be ashamed because other people looked at me. but he is still just a kid, 8 years old ! Wow, an 8 years old boy likes money so much ! I don't know how he will become in the future, I hope he won't be like that anymore.

Send u money ? I don't think so

I join a language community, anglaisfacile.com. It's written in french, so I like it anyway. I have many friends. They speak french almost. But not all of them are french. There are Algerians, Morrocans, and even Polish in that website. One of my french friend, he has a hobby to collect foreign currencies. Indonesian currency, rupiah... he wants it too. He wants me to send it. well, I don't think I will do it. I mind it... Why don't he just come to Indonesia ? Or go to the money chenger and change euro to Rupiah ? That's more useful, he will get more because euro's currency is higher than rupiah. Ohh, un français...

Yahoo Messenger, not crowded now.

I know it's holiday. As our habits, we went out. Oui ! Sortir ! Probably to another city or just walk around. Like my friends, some of them nowadays they aren't so active in Yahoo Messenger. That makes it not being crowed, not like usual. My friends,,, I miss u ! lol.

Alhamdulillah !

Alhamdulillah,,, I got the best of me :) I am in the first place again of my class, like in the first semester. In fact, I've been so lazy to face the test ! But I don't know what will I get when I'm in the 11th class. I have a plan,,, I won't be too serious to study at school. I wanna continue my french lesson and I wanna be a homestay, or active in AFS ! That's one of my dream.

Je suis Moi

Je suis Moi...

Yeaaa, long time not active !

It has been a long time I don't write here.
Many things that i wanna tell u ! Now, I'm different. Of course, the better. My friend said it. I have more friend now. Not like when I was in junior high school. Just the same, either girls or boys. They can be my friend ! Haha, I didn't even thought before that I can be like this. Though i'm a quite girl,,, I can have friends :)
- I have new brother muslim from France ! His name is Samy. Il est Parisien ! But originally, he is Moroccan. I'm glad to know him because I can know the situation about Islam in France. Amazing thing, I know that he doesn't like to live in France. Even his school ! U know, there's a hijab banning there. (fuck it) I hate it too. He ever said to me, " French schools are sucks." Oh coool. Wow, he hates his country. It means, he considers that France is not a good place for muslims. Like Alexandre said to me. No wonder, he wants to live in another better country. Like Indonesia ! ahh, this is my chance to promote my country :) I told him about Indonesia, he likes it. I hope,,, we can communicate furthermore. Yeahhh, parce que il est un musulman qui vit en France et il est amusant !
- I like Andre Hirata's book ! I've read all. All of them are great ! Laskar pelangi, tells about his child age. Sang Pemimpi, when he is in high school and university. And Edensor ! I prefer that. It's his journey in Europe ! More,,, in that book, he studied in Paris ! Yeaaa. I wanna go there too !
- I'm in holiday now... Not much that I'll do. Except at the last days. I'll go to Tambi, a village near Dieng. I've ever been there. It was so cold ! Though the sun shines bright, the wind still flows with its cold. I hope, it won't be boring for me because I feel that nowadays are boring ! Though I have some activities to do.